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Halloweenie

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 19, 2014, 2:23 PM


From here on out, anyone else who claims that candy corn is just as bad as black licorice shall be known as a Halloweenie because candy corn is my favorite candy so BACK OFF 030

Anyways, just got back from Halloween Horror Nights 24. It was pretty damn good, but it wasn't really scary. It was more creative and bizarre/atmospheric rather than scary as hell. The scariest year so far for me will have to be Ripped From the Silver Screen or Bloody Mary because those houses were just phenomenal. Anyways, this year's best house had to probably be The Walking Dead because of how long and spooky it was (insert innuendo here.) It was still amazing, but they could use more scary people spooking you up so you would constantly be creeped out.

I commissioned one of my favorite artists :iconhauntedhouse667: You guys should too, her art is pretty damn amazing and stylized. I shalla await my commission with excitement, love~

My art is still on the down low, I almost can say I can't even draw the human mane 6 anymore, but I'm doing my best. I have been doing a Gravity Falls comic and a LOT of Steven Universe ones. Maybe November is gonna be the month of Gems and Twins. I think that's what's gonna happen. Next week is gonna have to be my Nightmare Night tradition pic. Let's see what happens.

I am a Tumblr addict now. Maaaaaaan.

-SP

  • Mood: Neutral

A Hand to Hold

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 12, 2014, 6:00 PM
Hey, loves. It's SP. Well, obviously, who else is it gonna be? So, my last couple of journal entries have not been in the lightest of spirits. One was about feeling lonely on the site and the other was about feeling avoided in real life. Most of the others were just venting and drooping about how I lack any motivation anymore. Well, the thing is, everyone, I KNOW why I am feeling sad. Why don't I fix it? Because I'm too scared to. I know that the problem is as well as the source behind my anger, but I am far too afraid to confront it in the fear that I will ruin something that is already pretty amazing.

I will not say word for word what it is, but allow me to say this: Words from the internet are amazing, but a hand to hold is priceless. In the online world, I am pretty content. I have very sweet people talking and laughing and sharing with me and they all have awesome stories to tell as well as words of wisdom to share. I am more than thankful to have you all in my life. I truly am despite not showing it these days or maybe even ever.

But the truth is, I'm lonely. Yes, I have my mother and father, heck sometimes my older sister comes for a chat and I love it. But sometimes there are just times I want to lay down, keep quiet, and hold something that isn't a pillow. The words that are written- "you matter" are very powerful. But a voice right next to you that says "you matter" is something that could change my life. Blood family is a blessing, like when you are born with people who will always stick with you. Those are great. But what about the people you meet and greet through the years? The ones who were not born to meet you, but your roads cross and everything just feels so much brighter. The words from those people who take it out of their own lives to share a little genuine kindness and love are something of a miracle.

Now the point that I am getting to is that sometimes I want to hold something that isn't a pillow. Yes, I have a body pillow that I hug at night and no, it does not have any character or face on it. That's creepy. It's just a body pillow about as tall as me and it helps me sleep since my Pony plushies are not as soft/huggable. The material is pretty tough, yeah. Anyways, so this is the gist of what I am getting to; sometimes I physically want a comforting gesture. I get hugs in school, and I love every second of it, but what about after? When I get home to a lonely life, it greets me with a tip of the hat and a slap to the cheek. A lap to lay against, a shoulder to cry on, and of course, a hand to hold. 

It doesn't have to be romantic. I'd welcome it, but that's not the point. Punching bags are good for my anger, but nothing will ever top a shoulder to cry on for my fears and sorrows. That's all I truly want.

And as for the precise thing that is keeping me in low spirits? I cannot say on this site. What I just wrote was a generalization. But who knows? Maybe someday I'll get the confidence to approach my fear head on and finally rid myself of the sorrows.

-SP


  • Mood: Yearning
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Shark Tale spoke to me today. I don't want to draw myself, so I did it with Lars and Sadie from Steven Universe.

-SP
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Drive

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 12, 2014, 11:57 AM
Nwaaaah shit, where did the site go? Remember the golden age? Hell yeah you do, it was like late 2012 and early 2013 when I was in the prime of the fandom. I drew what I wanted for fun, every piece was full colored and detailed. Then I dunno what happened. Season 3 gave me a shit ton of motivation as did Equestria Girls with the "Miracle" comic. Hell yeah, remember "Acceptance" and "Gates"? Remember Twily and the Fillies? Remember ROTH updates like 3 times a week? Remember when I actually had DA on a side tab so it would always be there? Then I don't even want to know what happened. Maybe it's the hiatus thats going on right now, but that cant be. Even during Season 4, best season ever, this site was going downhill. People were either disappearing or just plain being too depressing to talk to. Something happened, it's not just me. Hell, even now, posting shit, I am not excited about it anymore. "Spuma" and a goddamn ROTH spoiler apparently aint bringing in reception. And no, I don't draw for attention, but who says comments are to be avoided? Tumblr ain't that nice to colored art either. Fuck, I posted a Steven Universe batch and that son of a bitch got 50 notes. That's more notes than my follower amount right there. It's not about attention. 

It's about appreciation. Hell, I even have four (count them: 4) new colored pieces, but guess what? I don't even have the drive to scan or even submit them here. Working hard on something and then keeping it to yourself allows the validation of knowing nobody cares about it. Y'know, cuz nobody saw it. But if I were to post it somewhere public AND it still gets ignored? That's just a middle finger right there.

It especially pisses me off because there are pieces of shit drawings there on Tumblr with just a fucking stick figure saying "cheer up" and everybody loses their shit and adores it. Ya post something traditional or whatever and they avoid it. I don't get it. It just makes me angrier.

Yeah, I'm angry a lot these days. It's good to be outright angry cuz if you keep it in, you'll just hurt yourself even more. 

I don't know if I am even gonna do the Nightmare Night pic remake. Heh, I wish I was the legal age to drink.

-SP


  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: Man Research (Gorillaz)

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Halloweenie

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 19, 2014, 2:23 PM


From here on out, anyone else who claims that candy corn is just as bad as black licorice shall be known as a Halloweenie because candy corn is my favorite candy so BACK OFF 030

Anyways, just got back from Halloween Horror Nights 24. It was pretty damn good, but it wasn't really scary. It was more creative and bizarre/atmospheric rather than scary as hell. The scariest year so far for me will have to be Ripped From the Silver Screen or Bloody Mary because those houses were just phenomenal. Anyways, this year's best house had to probably be The Walking Dead because of how long and spooky it was (insert innuendo here.) It was still amazing, but they could use more scary people spooking you up so you would constantly be creeped out.

I commissioned one of my favorite artists :iconhauntedhouse667: You guys should too, her art is pretty damn amazing and stylized. I shalla await my commission with excitement, love~

My art is still on the down low, I almost can say I can't even draw the human mane 6 anymore, but I'm doing my best. I have been doing a Gravity Falls comic and a LOT of Steven Universe ones. Maybe November is gonna be the month of Gems and Twins. I think that's what's gonna happen. Next week is gonna have to be my Nightmare Night tradition pic. Let's see what happens.

I am a Tumblr addict now. Maaaaaaan.

-SP

  • Mood: Neutral

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I'm pretty nice if you get to know me~

-SP
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Favorite show of the late 2000s? 

51%
37 deviants said My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic
10%
7 deviants said Gravity Falls
10%
7 deviants said The Legend of Korra
7%
5 deviants said Steven Universe
7%
5 deviants said Attack on Titan
7%
5 deviants said Long live the 90s alone *goes away on a skateboard*
3%
2 deviants said The Amazing World of Gumball
3%
2 deviants said Supernatural
3%
2 deviants said Other
0%
No deviants said Sailor Moon Crystal

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StoryPony:iconstorypony:
Back at you
Sun Oct 12, 2014, 10:48 AM
BAMART19:iconbamart19:
Story! Pearl! Steven! ALL ARE BEAUTIFUL!!
Sat Oct 11, 2014, 5:33 PM
StoryPony:iconstorypony:
Heya, Shiki~
Sun Jul 27, 2014, 11:12 AM
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Hey Stony!!! :3
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WOOO wooooop!
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SHOUTBOX AAAAAAAAAAAH HI STORY!! I'M SHOUTING BECAUSE I'M TYPING IN CAPS!! :3
Fri Jul 11, 2014, 5:57 PM
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To the observer: I'm very lucky to have a friend like you :)
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:iconmani-hime:
Mani-Hime Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2014  Student General Artist
Hello ^^
Do you take commissions?
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:iconstorypony:
StoryPony Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Depends. What do you have in mind?
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:iconmani-hime:
Mani-Hime Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2014  Student General Artist
Well, I was wondering if I could commission you for a comic of my OC Rose Feathers meeting Fluttershy.
Here's her ref: [MLP] Rose Feathers Reference Sheet by Mani-Hime  
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StoryPony Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh, she's quite the cutie. And you wish me to humanize her?
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megaphonnic Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
:hug:
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StoryPony Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh?
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:iconmegaphonnic:
megaphonnic Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
Take the hug story, you know you want to ;D
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StoryPony Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I sure do, hun.
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Stare-Into-They-Sky Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Do you do art trades with anyone or just some people?
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StoryPony Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
It depends.
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